Emotional Eating

I’m going through a bad, for me, dissolution of a 20 year marriage. I say bad for me because I’m getting nothing back from my husband now that I’ve left … not a word.

It shouldn’t surprise or hurt me but it does. The realization that he lives his life now perfectly happy, apparently going bout his day without the least desire to reach out. While I sit and even while trying to build a new life, agonize over what failed. I blame myself mostly, because I couldn’t accept and be content in a relationship where I was ignored, overlooked, and just … THERE … like a chair or the cat.

So whenever I give in to thinking about it … I want to eat … stuff myself till I’m sick.

No matter how much I eat, it will not fill the emotional void inside me.

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